Mystifying World Of Magic And Illusions

Why Bad things Always happen to me

2006-03-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah it the time of the mth where I am sad again and here is another post of sadness.. I really advice people who know my blog not to read it...

I am really curious y do bad guys always get the gal... Y does good guys do so many good things and in the end left with all the sadness and pain to bare... Y bad guys do not need to work hard nor do anything and a gal will just love him whole heartedly.. I got so many y run thru my head..

I feel like I like a tool... when people are say I will be there... when they are fine and I will be left in the store room and forgotten about till one day they need me they will come look for me.. Y I put in my heart to do things but no one really appriceate?? Those stupid guys with foul mouth and big ego do no need to do anything and get a ll the appriciation they need by just say a word.

Why why why????? Is beign good that bad.. I really living in sadness.. all my history is just keep on repeating itself.... Y... Y must I always get the pain and sadness in the end.. wat not some bastard guy who did nothing and only make gals cry and sad get all the happiness in the end.. I am really starting to get sick of beign Mr nice guy liao... Y be a nice guy when no one appreciate, y do so many nice things but in the end get sadness, y make yourself look like a tool when after they use they will just forget you and till they need it again will they look up for it...

I am really thinking if one day if I were to disappear will any who has hurt me , gave me sadness and I beign there for them will rememeber me... I think not a single one will.. I am just something that is to no importance to them... I really really do not know when is the last time I really can consisder myself to be happy... I don't think I have been happy every since..

Now I even do not know when to cry... Crying to me like do not exsist anymore... I now also do not know when I am sad and when I am not sad.. My feeling for things has totally die off... All i can feel is pain and sadness.. I am leaving in hell and if those who say you are leaving in hell tell me about it and i may let you try wat hell really is...

You must be thinking I am bull shitting all this.. But when you get to know wat I have been thru then you know wat hell is.... don't tell me you have been thru worst.. if you think you have tell me about it...

That all I have to post today... Dieing is not the scarest part.. but those who can't die and nor have a soul that can feel anything in life that is hell... This will never be the same.. those who know me, The happy Mac is dead from today 19/03/2006. The Mac now is full of sadness and pain... Hell is the place where Mac is buried and Pain will be the only feeling he will be getting

Special Post For Elieen

2006-02-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

If you wan to get mad read finish the whole post before you do as the title say this si for you. If you wan to ask your friends or edwin to read this feel free to I am not stopping it... I decided to post this after I finishing reading your blog.. yeah maybe after this you going to change your password or your blog again so that I can't read it and maybe del me off your msn or block me watever it is I have prepare for it before I do this.. And if you read and still wan me as a fren I wan a explaination to clear things up.. Honestly..

First do you think is i don't treat you as a friend or you do not treat me as one? The things I hate most people who betray my trust and treat me like a fool.. I think I did tell you that before.. I treat you as a friend that y I tell you how i feel.. and in your blog like I trying to end a friendship.. fine second I never ever say that anyone is perfect... third do you know how hurtful it is getting betray in trust...

You must be thinking where did I betray your trust right? I will tell you.. When you ask for a break up I ask you why... then wat reason you gave me... I gave you alot of chance to tell me the true reason but you never did till the day you accept Edwin and then you tell me.... I trust the reason you gave me and I accept the reason.. But in the end I know the reason is not wat I take it to be.. Second I ask you do I get a chance in patching back.. wat reason you gave me... fine I accept it till the day your Friend really wake me up on I been betray again..

I just wan a Honest answer is that a so hard thing to do? If Don;t like mean don't like , if Past Tense mean Past Tense... If this is the reason this is... What the point of tell me the actually reason after you accepted someone... It does not serve the purpose anymore! Wat can I do to slove it when you already accept someone.. when this should be told when we first break up or when we are together... Yeah things get very messed up cos you don't bother to give a explaination or to be honest with your feelings..

I am not intent to give you stress or stuff and like wanting to break up a relationship like someone who accidently did by saying something.. I am not that kind of person I am just tell you wat I feel this few days and y I am cold... Just treat it I am ranting my sadness out... I did alot of reflection and stuff.. I really don't mind if you treat me a a support or treat me as a guide to let you know who is right for you... But all I wan is honest answer... and not something your friend have to come and tell me to let me know the answer...

I have been hurt serveral times so I can take harsh words... no point in hiding your feeling in your heart and make me guess and guess... I not like never give you chance to explain or stuff I have given you more then enough chance to tell me the truth and you never did till chinese new year eve.. I almost cried but heck its a new year how can I cried so I keep all this sadness in my heart.. you have been hurt before you should know how the feelings is like but you gave this feeling to me... Sorry doesn't really help all I need is a explaination y you did not tell me the truth in the first place hurt is hurt so...

To Eileen Bf Aka Edwin :

You know wat you did and I hope you don't do this again by tell people can only go on 3 mths wat does this suppose to mean??? I know you woo eileen for a year this does not make you have the right to say things that will stress people realationship.. wat if I say the same thing now to you will you like it.. grow up boy... and really go reflect on yourself..

After all the ranting and stuff.. I don;t know if you still wan me as friends or you wan to treat me as foe is ok since I am bad in the points of your FRIENDS and I don't intent to change that.. cos if your friend esp That gal who say I am childish do reflect on yourself too.. you too hurt a guy who try his best to change for you.. Since now I know the ACTUAL reason it my turn to say its PAST TENSE.. To End this I hope You and Edwin forever loving.. Take care....

Bad Chinese New Year

2006-01-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

Here I am again updating my blog when you see there is a update there is nothing good to be say in here.. so if you wan to read it read at your own risk ok... or not you can stop here and enjoy your CNY and after that then read about y I am sad...

First E and Ed is together liao happy for them but sad for me... ironic isn't it... I amd blessing the both of them to be happy and I am sad here.. But wat can I do.. If I do anything E will be stress and SOMEONE will just come and fire at me ... so I have to just keep my big mouth shut of my feelings and becareful wat I type... If that someone read this is unhappy with me ... this is wat I have to say HEY this is my BLOG I can rant about anything and if you don't like it don't read it...

Next I can't understand is why people can't tell things when they are together till they are apart tell liao wat use.... Nothing can be done liao... the only thing is that now I know something I should know long ago... Is it so hard just to say that you dislike this and I can make changes and stop watever the things that make you feel werid or uncomfortable.. I am that sort of guy when you say you don't like this I will get piss and scream the head off you.. I am piss when I know it when everything is OVER!!!!! And I can't do anything to make it better ....

Fine this CHINESE NEW YEAR is bad for me and everything is not good... cos I SUCK!!!!! ARGGGGHHH I think soon or later I will totally breakdown... and I hope I lost all my memory and go blank.... this kind of feeling is damn FUCKING SHITTY... If you say nothing then when you try it out you tell me....

I stop here those who unhappy with my blog then don't read.. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW I FEEL COS YOU NEVER EVER GONE THRU THIS SHIT!!!!!!

PISSED

2005-12-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

I am not in good mood today... Should not be so pissed but then... nvm....Feel sad end up angry... Fine in the end it will be my fault eventually...

Y? Cos I am always the one who start the quarrel and end then stuff with bad things.... I think I am getting negative and stuff.... Now even sad talk talk talk in the end became going quarrel...

Shit must be my mouth.. next time any comments should be kept to myself and nothing else... I will only talk when i need to and not to talk rubbish next time when it may hurt others or maybe say things that people would not like to hear....

I had enough of when I sad and in the end I make things worst.. I am a trouble maker and nothing but a make people angry...

A update at last LOL

2005-12-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

So long never update liao but everytime I update there is nothing good one lah lol.... First is my sch has started and my sheldue for this year is Damn pack lor.... Almost no time for myself liao lol but this can keep me occupy so that I won't think of the sad stuff...

Second is Eileen is not with me anymore she is back to her single life and mine a sad life lor... But I hope that one day she will be back by my side lol... But I think she won't come back to my side that soon lah or maybe never will but I shall wait and see...

Third my java in tp is going well lol.. quite happy that is not that hard after all but in the end will be fill with ITE project and Java Pro Project lol.... Magic life have been stable lah nothing new or special happen maybe thought up a few effect or so but really no time to do magic recently.. must find ways to earn money also lol... so can buy more material to try out...

My bussiness in cards and magic stuff are still ok lah but very slow liao ... no much people buy magic stuff liao lol .. that is a good thing or bad I don't know .. but just hope those who will interested in magic will keep it alive....

Then lastly I may be working for fantama magic.... Hopefully everything goes well... basically I have occupy all my day from mon-sun so I won;t think of sad stuff and about my mess up life lah..So hope things will get better .....

Year going to end liao new year new start hope everything goes fine for me and I am still working towards my goal... And also working towards wat is in my wishlsit too lol... I shall stop here lah till next time then...

School Holidays

2005-10-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. School hoildays has begun and so I am some how enjoying my holidays now lol... But things on my side alittle not going to wat I please.. 1st broke cos still got lotz of stuff people haven't collect and pay me the cash for... Bussiness wise not so good.. Now I know doing bussiness is hard work... relationship with gf is good... Life goes on as normal and stuff...

My dear have lotz of things on her mind... I don't really know how to help her... Everything she likes to keep in her heart and not tell me.... When everytime she is sad I try to ask her y but I don't seems to get anything... Maybe I am just a bad bf lah.. tell me also no use I can't do anything that y she just keep it to herself and don't tell me..

Everyday when she is sad I will start guessing wat wrong today.. Y is she sad and how can I make her happy.. But the happiness I gave her is like a short term one.. when I am not with her she start to feel sad again....

I am really trying very hard to make her happy and try to be by her siade when she is down.. but all this doesn't seems to help at all... I am really feeling very down these days... No mood to do alot of stuff.. Next thing that bothers me is that she is always feeling gulity.... Gulity that she let Ed down... I don't know y... Yes she and Ed is friend you can't expect me to stop her from going out with him issit...

I don't know is my presence and appeareance in her life make her so stress... sometime this do go pass my mind if she had never know me will she be happier... if she have chosen Ed will she be happier... I will do not know... I am confuse at times.. althought I everyday putting up a happy front sometimes I do ask myself am I really happy or I am just acting .. I really don't know.....

I know after she read this she will feel even more gulity.. Dear you no need to feel gulity I choose my own path of life and its not your fault... I just feel that I have try all means to make you happy but I have fail badly... I really don't know wat to type liao and I think I will just stop here....

Update on my miserable life

2005-10-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

So long never blog liao so I now try to blog if I can recall wat happen lol... All these days ah busy with exam cos it starts on 17 oct that mean next mon.. haiz So busy and so little time.. My magic is getting worst I guess no time for it and my brain just don't give me any new ideas anymore...

So far me and my gf still fine lah but.. problems and more problems coming up... I don't know lah I think maybe I am a bad bf ba... I really also don't know wat to type in my blog anymore no mood lol... Things are getting not really wat I wan it to be now adays.. I thing this is my Shitty Life I guess..

Gf is sad because when she always meet that Ed... the person will tell her something then she will be sad for the whole week and No matter how I try to ask her wat happen I can't get anything out or is I know alittle I don't know a little... then I have to keep guessing.. feel that I am really a failure in relationship lah...

I just don't know I think I got to reflect on my action liao lah... People have problems I also have problems y people problems can slove and mine is just never ending.. even doing my bussiness my customer also giving me problems bargain still ok but order liao they cancel their F**** order and just tell me sorry... WTH money spend like that can't get back... Shit them lah... Give good service so wat do anyone appreciate?? NOooooo....

Aiya rant enough le lah.. keep saying somemore I think also no point have to find ways to slove my own problems can't complain so much... cos is my life wat .. Hope those reading my blog will have a better life then me ....

For my dear...

Pls be happy when you are sad my hearts breaks... I really wan you to be happy only thats all no change is need... For watever decision you make I will support it if you think is the right thing to do... I love you...

Dead Blog

2005-09-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

My dear say my blog dead so I will update it now....

These few weeks are busy with alot of stuff... Project, class test etc.... The in nov I will be more busy as I have been selected to go TP to study Java programming course lol... Hope I can do well in my studies lol...

Hmmm.... I also don't know wat to blog le... not much happen and things that happen some are meant to be keep a secert lol...

For my Dear

Thank you for the gift you give me I like it alot and hope you like the gift I give you also... And I wan you to not to be so negative at time.. lol Althought I may not be a good bf but just hope that when you are with me you are happy... Don't worry of those bastard who bully you they will get it from me one day de.. Althought when school starts and we may not have time to be with each other.. But you must always rememeber you are always in my heart and on my mind.. Lastly I wan to tell you I LOVE U

Wonderful Day

2005-08-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

Day passes so quickly... Anywya today woke up at 10am.. Nothing really happen in the morning lah but someone come my house today... so happy lol...

Lets talk about something else lol... My dear aka Eileen and her Friend OUT aka Violet is learning magic soon... I guess they are really excited about it ba.. and wish them luck on watever they are going to learn... Dear watever you learn in magic you don;t know can come and ask me de... I will guide you de...

And for me lol... My magic is going down lol getting rusty soon lol... no lah joking only.. doing alot of planning and trying to work out some sleights and improve myself in this art lol... But magic is really expensive I don;t know spend how mnay thousand dollars liao lol.. lost count...

Skip This line as this is for Eileen to read only...

To My dear I am very happy that you are with me whenever I am sad or happy... Thanks for everything you have done for me dear.. You always brighten my day and make me happy... Therefor I wan you to know I really appreciate that.. and thanks for your handphone jacket lol.. I never think that you will go thru all that trouble to look for me.. Thank you.. I also wan to say I will always support wat you do and wat decision you make.. Last I LOVE U

One Week Holiday

2005-08-23T11:09:00.000+08:00

Wow time really flies its one week holiday liao for all ITE students... Good News to update those who read my blog is Eileen and Me are offically together.... She have say yes to me on National Day 9 aug and we have our first date together yesterday 22 aug.. We when to watch movie Bewitch and ate lunch together...

Before holiday have my two class test haiz I score 48/50 for MCS test on 19 aug lol so cool hor Eileen lol.... and the pig family went escape on fri 19 aug so good...How I wish my sch also can organise this kind of outing before holiday rather then give us test haiz....

Yeah just for everyone info.... Eileen get jealous easily so becareful wat you say lol or else I will have a hard time(This msg especially go to Clement... y??? cos he always amyhow say things lol joking only lah ) lol....

This is for Eileen to read so you guys and gals can skip this one lol...

Eileen no matter wat I will be there for you.. when you are sad I will be there to cheer you up.. if you fall I will be there to help you up.... if you cry I will be there to wipe your tears...We will share happiness and sadness together.... All I wan to say is I LOVE U

Moody and Sadness Day

2005-07-27T21:37:00.001+08:00

Haiz~ I do not know wat to write in this post.... Today ah day is still ok for me... and alittle sad for me... Don't know wat to do to make a person forget the past and be happy... Really no mood liao... fri going to have test so I guess I will flood myself with study... Hope I don't think too much liao.. about the answer thingy I think I really have to wait 1000 years later liao... Anyway I have expected wat the answer will be and had prepare for the worst liao..... things will not always turn out wat you think it should be so must always be strong and expect changes....

Uneasy

2005-07-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

Today nothing much happen also... lesson was boring and there is a test coming up again.. haix y so many test.... Not blogging much because don't know wat to type... lol

But for now I need to get a answer for a question... and I am waiting for it patiently lol... Don't know when I will get the answer but no matter wat I will wait lah.. let hope the answer is a good one... no matter wat the outcome I will accept it...

Aiyo my post getting shorter and shorter liao really don't know wat to type.. Ok feel free to flood my tag board... have fun and hey the person who should give me the answer hope to get it soon...

Past~

2005-07-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

Today went to night safari with my relative lol... damn nice the animal are so close to us lol.... Haiz moddy have not been good but still have to put on a happy face but its good to bring happiness to people then sadness...

I will not live in the pass and I will try my very best to get on with life.... I will still miss her and hope she will take really good care of herself... I hope she find happiness as I did not bring her any... The most important thing is that if she live her life happy I will be very happy and wish her all the best in her future jounery....

Hearts that are broken are hard to mend... But I believe as then go by the wound and pain in your heart will heal slowly... No matter how long it takes I will still be strong and face it bravely.. No matter how many happy times we have.. It has all now turn into memories that is to be lock deep down in your heart... and these memeories will continue to be with you for the rest of your life.. when every this memories are unlock,tears will tend to drop but for each tear you drop is a happy memory you remember and to be put aways... or it sadness that you have lost something precious you really wan to keep forever... no matter wat the droping of your tears is.. these tears can never bring you back in time to change history.. but these tears can help you wash aways some of your bad memory to make space for the goods ones...

I hope others will find their happy endings as mine has just ended.... The tears that fall from my eyes are countless... but there is nothing I can do but to wipe away those tears and live... This post doesn't make much sense as well and hmm..

~Sadness~

2005-07-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

Everything Has Ended and There is no more tears to be shered... The day has come and so it has.. and the end has began where I can't bear to let go.... This will be my shortest post ever and does not make any sense..

Wish everyone will have a happy ending... My ending is a sad one so.. Tag my board as you wish or leave me a comment...

Lost lol

2005-07-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Lost for so long and I am back to blog again.. I really do not know how to update my blog haiz.. nothing much happen.. Guess I started to become more and more no life already...

Talk about school.. I am suprise that my class got a few know I am a magician.... hmm I was shock actually lol when they say they saw me perfrom before lol.. scarly lol... but that not all.. when I do not wan to perfrom for them they rasie their hands and told teacher that I know magic and ask me to perfrom then in the end I do not have choice but to perfrom lol.. and it quite sucessful as all get a shock look on their face lol... I do the usual fork bending lol .....

My gf is sick and run fever on and off.. quite worry for her... but still we do not have much cahnge to meet ask she is sick and been sleeping and resting so I do not wan to disturb her much.. so there goes my weekend again lol...

But sat was really fun and really kind of E to ask me to VSA again.. I meet my favour kid Qi Kang there lol.. He is damn Cute lol.. When he laugh of cos lol.... then E the usual with her lover gal lol.. the gal that sticks to her all the time Natasha lol.... She gave her a balloon and in there wrote things that I can't say here lol or I will be dead lol....

Anyway hope my dear get well soon.. and Clement if you reading this don't be depress lah... depress also don't shared with me lol... come on be happy lol althought I got your dream phone lol...

I will end here then... till next time... let the magic be with you guys lol

Some Update of my life !!!!

2005-07-03T11:27:00.000+08:00

Still the same nothing much happen... School and more school and project lor.. so sianz... Geeting worst in Magic and stuff.. and did not meet my gf for a mth or so liao.. feeling is like I no gf anymore haiz....

But good thing is someone is getting strong after a fail realationship... Glad to see that.... I must be strong too if anything happen to this one lol... Anyway I miss my gf.. she is always so busy and tired.. haix.. and I am broke lol after getting stock of decks for sale lol ... so many people haven't collect the decks from me.. Sometimes I will start to hate those people who order liao then suddenly dissappear and not get back to you one.. stupid.. One person i hate most is JL why he ask me so many question about bill tube and did not purchase from me and I hate it.. Damn stupid guy.. I not selling anything to him anymore.. he is a asshole... now some order people is meeting the same problem.. can't get him..

Dear you reading this pls find some time from me can.. haix... I know that you are tired and stuff lah but a relationship can't go on like this lor... feel like I have just broke up like that..haix.. those who reading this my gf never bully me lah she is just held up with lots of stuff... working and studying.. haix.. Dear to tell you the truth I got think of breaking up leh but haix... don't know lah confuse now... full of thoughts running thru my mind... see that you have more time for your classmate then me haiz... and I started to have no feeling of sercurity liao... Even talking on the phone is like only for 15 mins only.. then we all went to bed liao.. and even sms also no more.. I think you sms your friends more then me haiz... and you are so close to your guy friend I damn jealous liao lor...

That all I shall write lah.. remember to tag or flood my tag with msg hor.. have a nice day everyone...

School Day 1

2005-06-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Today was school day one.. First thing go to school see all my old friends so happy lol... saw karen and she call me bro and that jia wei say she didn't see me lol.... when I was just right infront of her lol... then I have a nice hair cut lol kind of hate it althought my friends say it is need and ok lol...

Then me and bao ling and li ting when to our class.. Damn sianz when we when in lol.. the class so damn big and noise.. OMG how to study.. our class have 37 people lor... then like haiz... then we when to sit down... and the stupid teacher can't pronouce my name right WTH... anyway.. Then teacher give us a mini project to do in a group... then a group can only have three people.. then like Tian Xinwas left out lor..then ask teacher can four or not he damn stubborn lot no means no.. kaoz... Then in the end settle liao so tian xin have a group.. but that it till the very end cos the class like treat four of us transparent .. haiz.. don't know how can we survive in this kind of class.. then out class rep like so hao lian lol.. think he is the best in everything and he voice ah damn loud... Wats more when we break off for break a couple was aruging with the teacher say they wan to be in the same group and the teacher wan to split them up.. the guy is like there debatiung for half and hour or so.. can't stand it anymore and I move in and tell the teacher that we have our group form up and ask him to write the group name and we leave lol...

The we have early break so suggested we go ITE colleage for lunch.. wow ITE colleage was having their orentation I think cos alot of people lol.. inside have 77th street wow.. And when we walk around the computer there are LCD Screen monitors lor.. and they have iMac also.. so good..new school are always good... when I was there I inform E that I was there lol.. Totally different in school uniform lol... then when to eat bust burger lol ... the burger is not really up to my expectation lah so lol...

After that when back to school and to the next lesson was so bored also ... give us our final year project to think liao... and when us to do a proposal on the spot ... crazy teacher.... then lucky give us go off early lol... damn sianz also first thing I got to class is fall asleep liao lol... anyway.. I sainz liao don't know how to survive in this class lol....

Anyway thats all and wish those who is unhappy to be happy and take care lol...

School Reopening

2005-06-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

Wao tomorrow school reopen liao don't know to be happy or sad leh.... cos now specialisation course so will be in a different class and different classmates lol... But 3 of my old classmate will be with me in the same class lol...

This few days so sianz.. Have a really bad feeling that me and my gf can't work out liao lol.. hope my feeling is wrong lah.. cos we seldom talk nor meet liao cos she is busy and stuff really don't know lah haiz.. alittle worry lor 4 years then like that haiz... Maybe never meet for sometime liao then have this kind of feeling lah.. but i still miss her as usual... haiz don't know wat she up to these days also... Anyway sad things aside happy things is still on lol...

Today morning when to go eat Ya Kun and go NTUC with mum to get some food for tonight steamboat lol.... and yesterday audition for a Kid birthday party pay gig lol.. don't know it will still be on or not.. can earn money must earn and save up now lol....But school reopen tomorrow and my time table for monday is like from 8-5.30 WTH so late haiz...

Thats all for my update lah don't know wat to write also.. and one thing I miss the fun time I have at the VSA Camp with the Kids and with that Idiot lol... But happy memories are to be keep and lock in the heart lol... Anyway dear I still miss you and hope my feeling don't come true haiz... mood really not very good when you don't get to see your love one .. but haiz I should be understanding also.. she is busy working to not be my burdan or (she is working to have enough money to break off with me lol) just have a bad thought on this again..If she read this I think most likly I am dead lol... but this is my blog so I write wat I feel lol... or else do a blog for wat..lol

Ok lah end my ranting here.... Hope everyone have a nice day.. Take care and have fun.. :)

VSA Camp

2005-06-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

Wow wat a camp lol... first time see so many children and its really very how should I put it lol...

I went to the camp on wed as I promise Tom but haiz my dad and sis bluff me lah say 88 got reach NYP.. maybe it did reach just that I miss the stop hahahaha... then got to take train from bishan... haiz sorry clement make you have to walk all the way back to the station to wait for me lol.... Ok when I was there I was like very lost lor.. new to me everyone and so I was like look at this kid and that cos I was not assign to one lol.. then when its their dancing lesson.. I saw a kid siting there crying and I don't know y lol.. so I took out tissuse to wide his tears aways lol.. then this idiot gal by the name of E(one of the Befrinder) come and make him cry again.. Wat the heck.. So hard then make him stop then haiz lol... then clement and i brought him out to cheer him up again.. then he suddenly stick so close to me haiz lol... Then he also like me to piggy back him lol... when I was there clement tell me so things and this carry on the rest of that day lol poor E. A gal always stick to E lol and like to hold her hand and touch her hand lol.. Anway after lunch We depart to my home area pasir ris park lol... I get to run around with them and pick sea shells and sweat alot lol and make E still on the wheel lol.... Then was damn tired at the end of the day.. When for dinner with my team mates and after that when home...

Today is the last day of the camp.. lol woke up early cos of SOMEBODY wan to dare me lor hahahha but I doubt the person will get a chance to read this lol... then ate my breakfast at NYP Mac lol.... then met clement and start our day feeling so stone cos tired lol... then the day started quiet fun cos in the morning E met her lover and E was like WTH lol... lol today E make me like a sub to get rid of the lover and that little gal hold my hand twice Ewwww.... Then from then on I keep avoiding lol.. then the boy I took care of yesterday dance today lol thats cool lol... and we do alot of things together lol fun day dance with kids run around with then abd nake them fly( shit that is the tirding part lol ) then I think I help E get out of trouble alot of time for the lover little gal and then my kid get jealous and don't listen to me liao haiz.. See it all you fault E lol... then I do some sponge ball magic for him and he wan the sponge ball and I can't give him so I have to ask clement and E to help me hide from him for the rest of the day lol... then they reharse for their finale and I was up the stage guding the kid how to dance lol.. then that clement just ahve to came behind me to guide my hands lol...then after that is prize giving and its the end of everything lol.. miss those children and have lotz of fun lol.. I have lotz of fun Playing Water Battles lol Damn funny lol... And I was really tired lol.. trust me I open a comic to read in the train and fell asleep with the comic still open that how tired I am cos I did a lot of flying today haiz lol... should not have invented that lol.. anyway this is how I spend my two days lah.. and school reopening soon so sianz...

Anyway Good night and take care have fun..

Magic Unlimited

2005-06-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

Ok for the past three days when I went for magic unlimited show.. Damn all the performer was good expect one lol... Anyway Jermey Tan rountine was damn nice.. like it alot..

I still miss my gf alot and we have not gone out like for a mth liao nor see each other.. haiz.. Don't know she have other guys outside or not lol..... But i think no lah she is just busy with her work to earn money to lighten my burden.. that y I love her alot she is so good to me ( sometimes only lah but most of the time hahahahaa you all guess lol ) Justbhope that she don't tired herself out lol..

Today when for the prize presentation for the mgaic unlimited.. for flourish 1st is Justin, 2nd is Daren and 3rd is Seng... For close up I forgot the names liao anyway.. but I find that one person should not have get the prize anyway cos his rountine sucks....( really this is not person attack but from my point of view lah) haiz the stage 1st Jeremy Tan , 2nd Max and 3rd is I forgot the name lol...

So sianz rotting all the way haiz and my dear also don't wan to accompany me lol.. so sianz... Just hope that everything will turn out fine... And hopefully I can get my first illusion in Dec if not wish to go on to thailand with my dear to relax a bit so got to save up now.. lol

Anyway haiz kena of pissed of yesterday lah but that is another story I don't feel like saying anyway... I will end here then.. good night and have a wonderful night and day tomorrow..

Just to add this feel free to tag me anything question and stuff I will try to answer to tag or you can leave comments if you wan too lol

Sad Sad Day

2005-06-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Why the title haiz...

Today wanted to look for my gf to have lunch.. then I drop here a sms and she say ok she will see how it goes and we will meet we will meet at mrt station.. haiz.. Place I no need to say the the person who read this should know... then I went all the way down to look for her.. and all I know is she was at one of the 7 eleven outlet working.. ask her where she say don't know... nevermind the I try my luck and try to find the outlet she is working... I search 5 7 eleven outlet ok.. 5 and all I went in and check if she was in there...

Then I think I was lucky when she called up again and ask her friend to carry some stuff from the other outlet that I have check out so I from there trace to the outlet she is working at... But disappointment is still disappointment...When I was damn tired and sweaty because of all the walking she told me she have to work till 5 haiz I started to hate the number 5... I was like wat the fuck I come all the way here and this... nevermind... finally come to the outlet she working as and we did not chat more then 10 mins and she say you can go liao she got to go in pack stock and stuff.. ok understandable work is work ..

So disappointed even a lunch appoinment also can get ruin like this.. then I spend all my time there for nothing and my gf can tell me this is your own fault wat.. she told me to wait for her sms... haiz.. see all become my fault more disappointed... If I waited for your sms I won't be in time to get there at 3 dear... and you did not tell me to wait for your sms either... you told me that if meet you will meet me at the mrt station.... haiz

So in the end I am so disappointed and sit on the train emotionless.. haiz.. come hope eat instant noodle instate.. haiz... Yeah and I some how pity alot of people C and L ( in case the person read my blog lol ) and ZL lor haiz..

Thats all for my blog today lah.. no mood to write more haiz.... Have fun and good night

Upate just for the sake of it lol

2005-06-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

Ok Here is an update on the three days of my boring life lol~

Fri 03/06/04...

Day is quiet boring actually.. nothing much happen and stuff lol when to orchard to meet ning to collect the stuff i order from her with edwin met bernard and he show us something very interesting... then meet ling to pass her back her Cradle of Fear and went to yishun and meet zl with edwin lol...on the way back with zl play true or dare with edwin to force edwin to tell us all about his new gf lol that was fun... and now me and zl know alot lol... we are so evil lol...

Sat 4/06/04

wake up late and rot at home a while.. when to kovan to see the Magic Unlimited Audition... lol meet edwin and all the other guys and gals that are in for the com which i am not.. know y cos I forgot the deadline lol.. see so good right lol.... On sat I discover that more and more people fall in love these few days lol... Then make me sad also lor sainz haven't seen my gf for weeks liao and wats more she is working so many shift.. I really scare she can't take it haiz.. she always complaining her legs hurt and stuff and my heart ache when I hear that haiz.. even phone or sms is less liao haiz... Miss her a lot...

Sun 5/06/04

When out with parents to my grandma house a while then when to my aunt house and my mum as usual play Maj lol then i was sianz there and same rot lol... then haiz my gf msg me she off work liao then later I msg her something which she never gave me a answer for usually she does ( But hey dear if you read this don't give the answer here hor -_-') and then at 8.30 when for dinner lol... then when I reach home msg my dear wat she doing and she say she just got back from work as short handed so she have to do another shift.. sianz I so worry one day do so many shift she can take it or not ... then she was tired so I let her go sleep haiz...

Mon 6/06/04

type this and the start of my day lol haven't do anything yet but guess I will watch tv the whole day and rot lah lol... anyway will stop here at least and have fun..

Deleted Post

2005-05-31T04:11:00.000+08:00

Y I del the post cost I hate it...

I hate holidays I hate doing nothing.. I hope I am filled with things to do.. I can't be bother about anything liao.. WTF... Damn it...

Sorry about this post but those who read it know I am in Bad Mood and don't ask me y and y I type this at this hour.. I off my com and re on it to del the old post and retype this...

And I hate to be poor.... I hate my life and I hate this money world... No money no talk... Hate it

Holiday

2005-05-27T03:39:00.000+08:00

Boring~.... Holiday are boring... Maybe I do not have a life maybe I just can't find other things better to do..

I am going crazy here.... haiz.. I never thought that holidays can drive someone crazy lol.... But then maybe I miss my gf alot lah.. cos she is always not free to go out or accompany me.. that is wat happen when you are together for long and begin poor lol... I know my dear will read this but still haiz I will continue to type lol...

My dear have found a holiday job.. I do not know I should be happy or should be sad... Happy cos I can give her less allowance.. Sad when ask her out.. reason will start to flood over the phone like I am too tired , I need to do houswork or I have to work... haiz.. sometime I hope that we have not been together so long so that I won't miss her that much... so sad....

I don't know wat reaction she will get after reading this lah weather she will get angry with me or wat haiz.. Even our talking hours on the phone decrease alot.. last time we can talk for liek more then an hour but now ... talk for 15 mins she say she wans to sleep liao and when off to bed and I am here typing this blog lol...

Just find that this is also a good place to complain about things... Sometimes I really do not know wat to write un the blog cos nothing much happen so wat you wan me to say lol... Edwin have started school so can't possiblily ask him out so I am all alone now... Holiday for a few days liao and I am rotting at home... Don't expect me to walk orchard alone I never do that ....

I even have not hand up the form for magic unlimited yet so sad... Maybe I will take a few days to practice on my magic to improve myself and maybe go jogging or something but jogging alone is also boring so who wan to join me haiz...

Looking at my tag board also boring no one tag one and stuff lol...

Watever its late and i should get to bed liao... have fun and sweet dreams everyone.. haiz :(

Holiday already LOL~

2005-05-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

Ok have not been updating my blog again lol so here it is lol....

Still the same miss my gf alot and still as poor as ever.. and some how the Street Festival Magic thingy is cancel ~ boring there goes my chance in earn cash again...

Yesterday when out with edwin and my cousin in the morning for some practice session on magic... Yeah Edwin and me is joining Magic Unlimited 2005 magic competition lol do come and support us ok.. and hmm I still have not hand in the form lol... watever..

They in the evening when to my class BBQ Damn it was hard to find a parking lots on that day buy hey I still manage to find a spot half and hour later lol... Then have some fun at BBQ and its a overnight bbq thingy so stay up whole night lol... was back today at 7 am... we eat play games lol do not know how mnay sryup we drank without adding water lol.. when it almost 4 plus we drive to tampinese 24 hour coffee shop to have some thing to drink and eat lol ... Can you imagine 6 people include me 7 people squeeze into a car lol... they say squeeze abit lor cos they lazy to wait for me to make another trip lol...

Come home at 7 am bath and sleep like for a hour or so and wake up by my sis to send her to medicial check up as she is going to ploy soon.. then when send her there I slept in the card for two hours lol... Pass to her to drive to pick up some of her friends and later drive her and her friends to suntec.. come home and contiue my sleep damn tired lol....

Thats all happen these days lah my life is not so much of happening lol... and there you go a update of my blog and day lol ... Have fun and I am stil tired lol

Exams Exams

2005-05-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

Damn I hate it when I publish post and the page show me page can't be display damnit....

Now Long story short... Exam today and FOC paper ok but AEP is harder so As dream shattered....

Meet ning and a guy on tue and she has ask me to join Street Festival ... She know wat I will say and she call up edwin but he is in camp so lol she can't reach him lol... She ask me consider about it cos I am good and there is too much new member that join the street festival and she scare they CMI.. Bu one thing is for sure and I am saying it now I am not good !!! I am a noob who is still understudying and learning .... Ok I always too soft hearted and so I ask edwin and he agree to join so I msg ning to tell her ok I am in.. So now you guys know you should know wat to do lol.... If not I just say Go down and support me and edwin lol....

After that meet zi lin and justin... haiz watch those two makes me miss my fi fi gal more (Dear did you hear that) haiz... so I again be their lightbulb and they just treat me like transparent lol... that ok I understand lol.. that day I should not have tag along lol... regreted...

This last Paragraph is for those who read my Blog and wan to learn or become a magician....

To be a magician is not a one day thing... you need alot of practice and cash as well.... Some people wan to learn it cos they think it makes them look cool... To tell you the truth know magic makes you look cool only when you know how to present you effect well... ok.... Next for those who are in magic now.. Knowing magic does not makes you special that you can be arrogang about.. so don't go round boasting.. and always remember if you think you are good there is always someone better.. so don't think you are that great till you can look down on someone who is a beingger.. Don't let your ego takes over.. If you let its take over there goes youe magic carrer.. Last know magic does not makes you a female magnet.. Don't think that you know a few effect you can use that to pick up gals.. If you think so like that you are too naive.. Thats all i have to say for now lol.. If I remember anything I will post again lol...

Hope this time they will not give me trouble in putting this up.. May the force be with me and you.. Take care and good night.. :)

Performance Of RGS

2005-05-15T13:35:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Yesterday wake up early with a excited mind do some last min checks on the stuff to bring and pack.. Edwin come to my house to help me double check and to bring some stuff over for me and help to take the DV cam over for a recording.. hahhahaa...

Then Justin call up and I now know justin do not identify himself and go straight to the point lol... Then I got to ask who is he.. anyway we meet up at whitesand for lunch and talk about wat we are going to perform and hmmm... reach no conclusion lol.... then edwin was complaining that he have to wait so long for his fried Rice when we all already sited down to have our food and he say he is not going to eat from that stall again lol...

Then after that we move off to Tampines to get somethings.. I need to get Mr bubbles and sweet but forgot the sweets so have to msg zi lin to help out... then when we on the way met my cousin cherly and her sister lol.... then we are on our way to the final showdown...

When we reach orchard and at the bus stop there running to the bus stop for a familiar face.. zi lin she was so blind not to see three BIG guys there till edwin call out for her lol.... she pass me the sweets and I pass her the cash lol... She and Justin look so sweet together lol.... cute little couple...then the bus came lol... then on the way I think justin told her me and edwin can read each other mind lol.. then she test out and she was so shock lol.... tested 2 time and both was correct lol.. that was on the bus.. she still can't believe it till now I guess..

While we were walking towards RGS and we test this feeling between zi lin and justin lol... But I think justin love his cards more cos ask him to guess a number he can't get it but ask him to use a card to sub the number he got it right lol...

In RGS we planned the setting up the chairs and stuff lol..table was set up and close up mat in place.. the wy and ren hui came lol... and we start to do more work in the prohection and dv cam lol..tell u all till then we still have no idea wat we going to do best right lol.... thenI take out Mr bubbles to show zi lin a effect then they all start to behave like kids and keep blowing buubles lol...thats was fun right.. then as you know we get hungry in the end and we decide to order pizza.. when the pizza came zi lin still not convice and she still test me and edwin ability to read each other minds lol.. damn.. she was cute lol... during the eating session I tell justin we are going to be dead cos we still have no idea wat we are going to do lol.. but in the end we still heck care..

Then it time... the perfromance start lol.. I think I make myself look like a fool and haiz.. overall my review for my perfromance on that day was like shit and not really good althought people laugh and clap and meet some hecker have fun with them.. but I feel I have more to improve on.. So may the force be with me lol... But over I think justin and edwin did much better then me so it time to go back to my practice table and do some work on it lol..

All I can say the children I met yesterday was so cute and really fun to do show with them lol... But hmm those gals that try to heck me ha.. they will be the best memory of the performance really fun.. and also like to thanks Ren hui , Zi lin and wy for inviting us to be the perfromer when they can get better.. and thank you edwin for the help to carry my stuff from my home to RGS lol and thanks for making my leg hurt till today hahhahahaha joking.. adn thank you justin for the great performance lol....

In all I have lots of fun and enjoy myself but I stil have to say sorry for the lousy perfromance by me..and Ren hui , Zi lin and Wy you can ask your friends who attend the show to read my blog and to give feedback to me about the show by tagging me lol... Thats all now folks have fun and stay happy and cool...

Let Magic stay alive in your hearts and mine...

Updating Blog

2005-05-07T01:35:00.000+08:00

Ok tell you the things that happen recently lol....

First the SMC outing on 1st May

The outing was cool 50 plus people turned up lol... Wei Ping also the person who teaches me spoon bending and make me wat I can do witha spoon now lol... and my buddy have finally clear his performance... his ninja rings was so smooth.. I have been seeing him practicing it for so long and the routine was so smooth when till in the end lol.... The ending part was funny lol.. After the stuff we when to mac to eat our dinner.. have a small jamming session there and hmm.. you know the usually stuff NO PLAYING OF CARDS IN HERE.... then we all have to keep.. lol then Lukold gave me a edwin a large coke to finish and edwin pour some out into his cup lol and it still left with a big cup lol... Then I was beign plain evil I guess lol.. So I dare edwin if I can finish the drink how... He say dare dare lah lol... Then my cousin when quiet lol but he still do not know wat is install for him lol... Then I say ok deal .. then I say if I can finish you have to tell Ni** I L*** Y** lol... Then he say Ok lol then I start drink lol as the drink get less my cousin start to laugh and his face is get red so does his eyes lol... And when I finsh he was like -_-' lol then he had no choice but to say lol... that about it lah after that we when home ... End of story lol...

Today

Hmm no school today and in the morning when out with dewin to do some searching for stuff lol.. then when to Street Magic (SM) Meet lukold and his sis there.. siyang,Ling Xuan and justin lol... he keep say he like my hair don't know y lol... he also doing some cool fan production lol.. later we when to orchard and meet zi lin and wy lol.. and it true out Rh was there also lol... then the group getting big lol.. when to scott food court to have lunch lol... and we play truth or Dare lol... eevryone choose to tell the truth rather then dare y ??? cos my dare is impossible lol eg.. touch a gal butt I choose lol... Evil Right... But that is me and my friend dare me that before so it can be done lol.... zi lin have to go so early and leave his bf and wy lol and later clement join us lol... then we about to leave Tom join us too lol like a min SMC outing lol... then we make our way to the Mrt station and lukold is damn rich burning Fla*** Paper on the way... we gather outside popluar by then palying joking and I still there sianz lol... that me lol.... then lukold is rich cos when he drop his PSP he don't seems to be heart pain at all lol... after that I can see lukold sis is tired lah and then they left so is siyang and clement left Edwin , Wy,Justin and Me lol.. then my mum call ask if I wan to have dinner with them .. hmm then I ask her can I bring my friend along and she say sure y not lol ... then I drag them along with me to have a free mail.. Justin bought a VCD of a Jap female singer lol (I dounno how to spell the name ok lol) then we make our way to bugis to have dinner..wy really eat very little so is justin lol.. guess they or odd ward lol... come on my parents are ok with it just eat per normal lol... Then we when our spray ways... After that come home chat on the msn and hmm.... Zi lin keep saying I am a sweet guy and I am sweet to my Gf lol... HEY DEAR DID YOU SEE THAT PEOPLE SAY I SWEET TO YOU LEH lol...

That should be all lol damn tired now ... lol Good Night Sweet Dreams.. :)

What a Day !!!!!!!!!!!11

2005-05-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Today is a really busy day for me.. Early in the morning went for my CCA then after that rush to meet edwin.. lol

We went down to orcahrd to pass melvin his goods and stuff lol earn money sia lol but still broke.. managed to sell some stuff lol... Then later when all the way down back to tampines lol to see cynwell in action lol he was surrounded by some of the kids in toy r us....

Lunch today is long john lol damn sianz so many people... then after that I rush off to my aunty condo for a swim lol.. actually is there to baby sit my niece lah.. and teach them how to swim.. wat the heck lol.....

After that when to bugis and had my dinner damn full lol... and met my gf at bugis lol.. Miss her so much lol...

Reach home saw my goods vipers second edition arrived so have to pack the stuff that is for sale tomorrow lol .... wow.. and chat on msn and arrange the order lol.... and zi lin say I am a sweet guy lol *Blush*...

Anyway important thing is this all of you that read my blog read this... EDWIN PASS HIS MATHS AND HE HAVE TO DO WAT HE PROMISE LOL READ MY PREVIOUS POST AND YOU WILL KNOW HAHAHHAHAHHA..... Ok That s all for now lol ....

Good night and Sweet Dreams :)

My Day

2005-04-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

Today is a boring day at school as usual... Got my result and and did quite well for my subject hahahhaha.... but still not good enough have to score better so have to work extra hard liao...

Tomorrow going to be my C programming cannot not fail must try to get full marks cos for the first test I obtain full marks.. so haiz wish me luck lol...

Haiz nothing much to update or type lah but maths I still have lots of papers to do lol so haiz have to work hard also...

That all for tonight... Good night and Good luck

Test Test and more test

2005-04-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

Boring day just like any other day.. Finish school at 9 am then came home have a rest and study for test... Have to go back in the afternoon for FOC(Fundamentals of Communication) Test.. Sianz~

Ok Back from school again and typing this post.. The test is ok lah.. But still got question I did not do and put stupid answer in damn.. but should be able to get A lah ... Tonight will have to do some E maths pass year paper and stuff.. see I am busy.. Then on thrus have C programming test wat the heck anf fri have another FOC test.. Test and test and more test..

Chat with edwin yesterday and zi lin also.. lol and found out that rh has told zi lin that edwin can't steal her watch when its on her hand lol.... Anyway edwin still the same eveytime sighz here and there.. over wat , over weather to accept a girl into his lifr lol.. hey those reading this go to edwin tag board and give him some advice lah..

Nothing much happen in my life lah so nothing much to type ... yeah very interesting thing happen today when I am in school lol... Fire drill... We all thought is just normal to hear teh bell ring because we have so many time false alarm lol.... Even my teacher also do not know got fire drill when a person open our door and say fire drill lol... then we slowly walk to the field and the weather is damn hot....

So that for my day of crap and I am still working on the impomptue version of my effect call sole E lol .... Hope I will sucessed and show edwin next time lol... still working on many things but for now exam is more important as it is just round the conern lol~

See you guys and have fun tagging me and reading my blog.. Sorry for the bad english ... :)

What a Tiring Day

2005-04-23T02:09:00.000+08:00

I Type A whole lot of things and it show me error DAmn it I anot going to retype just Sum up...

Rush from school home and cahnge to go whitesand to pick edwin up.. got my car from my uncle.. then we drove all the way to HMV.. but on the way almost met and accident and don't know I am blur or I did not see the lorry coming... I am curse today I guess...

Meet with Tom, David adn Justy.. Then Ning appear with a box of stuff.. See her so busy on sollecting cash which makes me want to pickpocket her lol... More more detail wat Tom say read Edwin Blog... Then Tom left so is David.. Then left the 4 of us (Ning , Alyo,Edwin, Justy and ME)

4 of us decide to go cinelesuire to eat.. We went to eat Yoshinoya..Eatting and chit cahting after that Justy and Edwin start to play cards.. Then Andy came.. Pass me and edwin the deck... I am proudly to say I am the owner of two rare decks.. A Pink Bicycle and A Baby Blue Bicycles Lol... Justy look at justy face when he saw those deck lol *Evil Laughs*... Then I open up Two of it in fornt of Ning and show her the pink and Justy too.. Justy beg me to sell him a deck and beign Evil i say no lol... Then I gave Ning a Pink Joker and Alyo a Blue one lol.. (Ning sorry ah can't give you queens of hearts althought it represent you cos it will not be a complete deck already right lol...

When Ning and Alyo was away Justy ask a question.. Is Alyo and Ning steady lol.. I look at edwin and edwin look at me lol.. then we say No laughing lol.. When Ning was back she has totally no clue wat we are talking about and we did not tell her also lol.. (Ning if you read this pls answer justy ok lol).. then out of the blue Alyo ask me to perfrom as he seldom see me perfrom lol... Then I say I only know ACR can lol... Then on the spot I thought of and effect and show edwin and he was like nice lol...Then I show Alyo and Ning lol.. and tell them how is done and Alyo seems interested and make him start to think lol.. Its not a magician fooler but defintly can get reaction from layman lol..While playing satff come up to edwin and say you all can't play cards in here and we say no we are not then she is sooooo rude sayinh just telling you only lah and walk awasy lol...

Then later in there is photo session... First is Edwin and Ning lol (Wan to know wat Ning say at the picture with edwin read edwin Blog lol) Edwin still close to Ning must be reallyyyyyyyyyyy happy lol.. But worry he get fever again cos he sensative to gals... Then its was my turn to take photo with Ning lol.. Justy is the photographer lol.. Must remember to ask justy to send me lol...
Then Ning say she was tired and I cam see that cos she yawnz infront of me 5 times liao.. Then I offer to give Ning a ride home lol... But she rejected.. Ask her two times also rejected lol ( I know lah Ning you trust bus Driver Skill rather the a Newbie Driving Skill Right so Bad) lol....

After that we went seperate ways lol.. I give Justy a lift home instate.. Then when I was on the way back miss the exit and when to changi Airport lol.. The cars, Taxi and all the vechical there are fast and Furious lol...

Send edwin home come home change and brought my sis down for parking lesson lol....Teach her how to park properly lol.. That all the crap for today lah.. That's all folks its late and my eyes are closing lol... Good night and Sweet dreams Guys and Gals... :)

Hmmm Just post for fun

2005-04-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

Today is a quite ok day for me lol.... Times really files when you have lots of stuff to do lol...

Tomorrow got web design sianz.. Because of one big mouth say that he never go web for so long to other teachers and now make us all have to go for web or else is 12 pm finish school damn.. I just hate those big mouth... lol

Hmm... Will be meeting edwin tomorrow again.. and will also meet ning jie jie for some stuff lol.. haiz hope that tomorrow get early release lol.. Damn sianz ...

Don't know wat to write liao but will post with interesting stuff.. SChooling left is boring so nothing much to say.. Not like edwin enjoying his holiday.. And edwin remmeber wat you swear to me in msn now I let everyone who read my blog knows.. He will tell the gal he like he love her when he pass his math all of you guys be witness lol..

Ok stop here me go bath and will got to LaLa land to be with my love Serene.. have not seen her for three weeks liao cos she is Sooooooooooooo busy.. haiz.. But this sat will be meeting her really damn happy lor .. hahaha but hope she treat me better lah lol :P

Ok now everyon have a good night and sweet dreams...

Bad Day

2005-04-21T01:51:00.000+08:00

Today is not a very good day for me lah... First wake up late and did not attent first lesson.. so just forget it don't go at all lol... Stupid handphone alarm can't wake me up lol...

So when I wake up wash up and on the pc edwin msn me lol... Then I ask him out for (breakfast + Lunch).. Meet him at 11 at whitesand.. He ate pork rice or somthing with egg I think.. and I eat curry with two bowls of rice lol.. I think this is the first time edwin see me in uniform lol....

After that have to go to sch for E maths test.. When I got the paper it was Damn hard lor totally different structure on wat we paractice kaoz.. Then my maths teacher say is easy lah cos the question is lesser then our practice paper... ( of cos he say is easy cos he is the maths teacher)..

I really hope I don't fail haiz.... Anyway after the test teachers give us more pass year paper to do.. I miss first lesson and my class rap help me take down homework and help me write down some correction on the work I done which teacher return.. See so good right lol my class rap is none other then my god mei mei Karen lol...

After that come home and watch drangonball Z lol.. Me still very childish hor.. but heck who cares I just love to watch cartoons lol... After that eat my dinner at 9 plus and do nothing for the whole night let my brain rest for the day...

Then when online chat with edwin and do up my blog lol.. now it can play and stop song all thanks to my buddy again for the help lol...And tomorrow I have c proggramming haiz... The time now is 1 52am I really got to sleep early or else I think I will overslept again.. tomorrow will not have my sis to wake me up and ask me ... Gor today you no school ah lol...

Ok Damn tired alrady edwin must be sleeping already so I needmy nice rest and sweet dreams lol.. Whats more who see my blog leave a tag leh.. Edwin one people tag so many my one no one bother to tag ah lol...

Good Night for those who reading this post and sweet dreams :)

What a Day!!!

2005-04-20T02:58:00.000+08:00

Today is a really busy day for me... Morning when to school and then come home have my lunch and have to go back to school again for make up lesson at 1.30pm WTF!!!! After that met my B2 Edwin and went to bugis together.. When there get some things and buy dinner for my sis.. She really can eat lol~

Reach home at 7 plus get ready to watch jap show "Good Luck" lol~ After that is doing my piles of homework and pass year paper lol~.... And still have to finish mt AEP past year paper and Tomorrow I have engginering maths test... Shit~ Hope I will pass with flying colours cos I have not fail yet before lol~

Now is 2.55am and I am still up very hardworking hor.. But haiz no choice got lots of work to do and so have to burn the night lor .... Hope Thurs no C proggramming test or I will go crazy.. Did not study for that only study for my maths only... hahahahaha...

Ok got to get back to my work or I won't be able to finish liao... :)

Thanks to My buddy Edwin And Lovely Zilin

2005-04-18T18:48:00.000+08:00

Wow.... Thanks to edwin my blog now got music all thanks to him will work to find how to put more in lol... if those who can help me pls do help me lol I am so new to this and its have been giving me headache lol.. Thanks again Edwin...And I will like to thanks loveable and cute Zilin also for helping me ....... And hope you guys enjoy my blog... :)

Judgement Day

2005-04-18T15:53:00.000+08:00

Ok Guys/Gals I have finally settle with this design and some how make a few amments to it and hope to get some feeback... Finally its done... The only thing now is to add some life into it like muisc or maybe some fun stuff will work on it when I have more time... Enjoy my blog :)

Done

2005-04-18T04:03:00.000+08:00

Wow At last I done it !!!! Yeah.... I will try to Improve it but now too tired to do so... *Yawns* That's all for now eyes can't open already...